CoLd DaY

Start raining early in the morning and today i sleep until 8.35 am only wake up and prepared go for work ( start working at 9.00am ) Haha...So sleepy leh + raining day more syok. Some plp will asking me i sleep until 8.35 am only wake up then SEMPAT go for work meh? I can tell NO lol because after brush my teeth and wash my face already take 10 - 15 minute ( need to wear contact lens some more ) and i reach office ard 9.10 - 9.15 am. Hehe ... randomly i everyday also late 10 - 15 minute but i think my boss wont scold geh because when i interview that time he already mention that our company dun have system punch card or take attendance. At the first i not so dare late to reach office de but now i did it ( so bad employee rite )

Today really a cold day for me. Ermmm....not today are Everyday because my office there air-cond so cold and I'm the one sitting face and near to air-cond wan lol ( actually i prefer to sit at the corner or behind as well not face to air-cond then ok for me edi ) Actually i very scared cold lol and i dun like so cold because once i cold then i will always go toilet and uncomfortable for me. Sometimes i really wish to off the air-cond but i cant do it because still have other plp at the office wan ( later they feel hot leh rite? ) Because of this then everyday i also wear jacket wan and sometimes wear jacket also felt cold too and both of my hand cold until like MAYAT haha....

Cold better than hot or Hot better than cold leh? Actually i prefer a bit hot la ( not means hot until sweating ) But i'm sure majority people also like cold wan lol and my mother and boy friend always say me so scare cold then how to go oversea? Hehee... that time got super thickness jacket to wear ger mah rite or not? I think that's all for my post today because wanna go out lunch now hehe... Enjoy my lunch and also enjoy working in a cold day k....

I'M ScaReD & PaiNFuL

Pain Pain Painful.......What happen to me? Why suddenly i get infection pulak... Haiz .....I'm very scared this type of infection and it makes me felt uncomfortable and painful...Eeeeee EeeeeRRRRRRR....BeeBiang........

Do u all know what's wrong with me within this 2 days?? Actually on Tuesday is holiday mah then whole day i stay at home, maybe because if this reason i didn't drink enough water or something i didn't did it. Then..at the evening when i go passing out my urine then i few a bit uncomfortable at my private part and that time i quickly drink more water but at the end my private part getting more uncomfortable and also pain too.

Then my sister in law suggest me buy some antibiotic or some Ural drink to clean my urine tube ( not really know the name ) So my bf went out and bought it for me and after i taking the medicine then i felt better lioa and go for sleep early because next day start working already ( on Wednesday ).

The next day i didn't felt pain at my private part from morning until afternoon but suddenly in the evening before i left office then i feel suffer to passing out my urine and after urine passing out felt painful and i have a look to the toilet bowl and i saw a BLOOD !!! Oh My God.... The blood are solid type with tiny wan then that time i felt very scare and painful but at night i still need to attend my class. So i have no choice i need to TAHAN until the class end only go see doctor or go back home have a medicine...

When i reach my college only ard 5.45 pm and my class started at 7.00pm but at that time my private part felt better a bit and i thought can wait until the class finish at 9.00pm only go back see doctor. Ard 7.30 pm i felt wan go toilet again and when i passing out urine my private part very painful and what i passing out is blood and i don't know i scare or pain until want faint jor then i tell myself i need to Tahan 1 and a 1/2 hour only then can go back lioa....

Finally.. i cant tahan at all and ard 8.00pm i just told my class teacher that i not feeling well so i need to go back home early. After that i alone drove went to Sunway Medical Centre ( why don't want back home ?? because from my college go hospital only 15 minute and nearest than i back home ) and quickly part my car and direct to A & E unit. After register then sit a while my turn already and i told doctor i have suffering during pass out my urine and painful at my private part so that doctor immediately gave me a Tahan Sakit Medicine for me first then i rest a while at there. After few minute nurse give me a bottle and ask me pass the urine at the bottle because need test my urine. So i follow the instruction and after pass the urine into bottle then the urine not look like urine but look like blood because looking red colour only. I WANT FAINT JOR THAT TIME....

After eating the med cine then i really can felt reduce my pain already and after 30 minute then the report of tested urine finally come out and doctor say i having a URINE INFECTION and doctor say my urine got a lot of bacteria , blood, protein and white cell. But he say this type of infection can recovering so fast de by having the antibiotic and some medicine.

After the consultation then doctor told me that this type infection will come again de and i remember i having this infection on last year February ( Walau a every year come one time also want take my life edi lol )
then i went to outside waiting for the payment. Do u know how much the payment?? Haha... all total including the medicine were RM 217.20 and that time my wallet only have cash RM 19 so i have to pay the payment by credit card lol Sob Sob....

To my lovely and fellow friend, i would like to remind u all about if not necessary please don't go hospital alone especially at night because on that day got something happening during in hospital. Wanna know??

Around 10.30 pm i finish taking my medicine and i quickly walk to lift there I'm in 1A level and i wanna go down level 1 but after i in the lift i already felt scared and not dare to see behind just waiting faster can reach level 1 then after few second DING sounded and i thought i reach lioa level 1 but after the lift door open then only i know I'm still in level 1A...Woo Woo.....my whole body felt very cold and scared until....

Oh my god...I'm very scared jor and don't know should i go out or still stay at lift or not and that time in my heart always read NAMO AMITABHA NAMO AMITABHA repeat and repeat ....then at the end i make my decision is stay at lift and press again level 1 ( if not i go out corridor there i more scared ) and after few second DING again and finally i reach at level 1 and i fast fast pay the parking fee and drove my car back to my house. ( during at the lift nobody ard there , just me alone only so no wonder i more scared lah ) I got some more scary thing want to share wan...i will post it later...( not at hospital wan )

StiLL iN hOLidAy??

Lalalala...Today start working already lol from 4 days Holiday Hari Raya..
Today first day go for work sure very Jam and mood sure still in holiday wan but
what I'm think are not really TRUE lol because when i on the way go for work then i feel that the whole road so few car and the environment look so quiet...

Then while i on the way going my office and i heard One FM say mostly plp are not coming back to work yet because only 3 day working so mostly will take leave on it so all total up they holiday more than one week. After i heard this then i almost reach my office and something make me so surprising is no car at all in the nearest factory. What I'm thinking at that time ?? I think so GENG lol because the factory also will close so many days ??( maybe mostly the worker are Malay included the boss ) Haha...

That time i didn't feel lazy or jealous other plp no need to work because got work or didn't work also same for me. If got work then just go office and done my daily job then after that can surf net or do other thing and if didn't work then can sleep a bit late la ( this sure will do ger lar ) and then watch movie or playing ps 1 or maybe do some dessert or maybe have a nap. That all different between got work and don't have work. So i choose go to work because ....don't know why lah. i JUST know stay at home very sienx lah...

Izzit mostly plp still in holiday?? Today when i cross by kindergarten and i see don't have student come and also no teacher ard there. School still in holiday?? Wah... So good leh become child ahaha..... For those still in holiday then Just enjoy your holiday lol and dun waste your holiday to do some bored thing and for those no holiday also nvm lah because start early working then can earn much money and also can save more money because if still in holiday sure will go out LEPAK wan OR GOING SOME TRIP RITE ?? Haha....

HapPy HoLiDaY.....

Am I RiGhT??

Actually this morning i still in happy condition because after today i have 4 days holiday and wish to go some place for enjoy my holiday but in afternoon my mood like ' I very hardworking to hill the top of mountain then suddenly fall down from top to down'. Understand what i means?? Means at the first i very happy de and suddenly something happen make me no mood already;-(

Why?? WhY?? I have holiday but don't have place for me go!! I wish to go Genting but too many plp so i can accept it and i wish to go Malacca and find my uncle but very jam at highway because most of the plp will back their hometown then i still can accept but he given me the reason is NO PEOPLE WAN JOIN US GO , SO TAK AKAN BOTH OF US GO ONLY??? What a such thing?? I want holiday and want enjoy my holiday only also cannot meh?

Haiz... after this he got asking me really i want go there or any where i wish to go but in my heart i don't want talk to him already because whatever i say i wish to go also have reason to reject my idea lah. Rite or not?? No point for me to say out my heart word and i also don't have much energy to explain it. What can i do?? Just stay at home and watching Tv and do my homework and house work lol..rite??

I really don't wish like that having my holiday lol. Actually every times got a big holiday i also hope can go some where even not so far like Lagoon , Genting, A famosa , Bukit Merah or some where lah, i already very happy and I'm know sure will use a lot of money. So?? Because of money we need to stay at home ?? Like that will happy meh? Last time my parents done this thing for me and i really not hope next time my life also like that. I LIKE MORE ATTRACTIVE AND MORE MEANINGFUL. I dun wish my life just go by working and working, eating and eating. Working time then working and playing time then just enjoy it rite??? Am I rite??

FlaSh BaCk To SwE3T TiM3

Early this morning having a cloudy day and seems will be a heavy rain in this afternoon. Not only the sky look cloudy but in my heart also feel a bit cloudy. In this early morning when i reach office i feel very cool and a bit hungry ;-( My stomach not feeling well and feel wanna vomit ( please dun think me pregnant edi , NO SUCH THING )

Suddenly radio playing one song that last time i like it so much ' Wo ke Yi Pei Ni Qui Kan Xin Xin' ( sorry I'm not sure how to pin yin leh and if read in English is " i accompany u go see the star ") I remember 2 years ago i really like this song much because every times i go out with my bf then sure will playing this song and we hang to hang wan ( i means inside the car lah )

So sweet...that time we just start couple then everything also fresh for us ;-) I still remember when we go genting highland was on 31 August 2007 and that time i told him that i want like that song we see start together and really cannot expect we really see many start during on the way go genting highland. I'm so happy on that time and feeling like ' Moon Chuk Gem'. Still got one thing i felt very happy and TERHARU was i ask him beg me from top mountain until down ( beside the theme park got one small mountain ) then he really beg me then run go down... Hhaha... that time i feel very sweet ar ;-)

Hmmm... i really hope now can go back 2 years ago and enjoy that time...

• he chase me


• first time hang my hang


• first time kiss me


• first time celebrated our birthday


• first time give me a flower


• first time beg me


• first time go somewhere


• first time we play banana ship


• first time we bike bicycle

But I'm know this is impossible and all this time are over already and I'm only keep all this in my memories and i promise myself that i wont forget the time together with him because what i done with him all is First Time.. He as my First Love ......

Wow....such a sweet couple rite~~~~

My DrEaM CaR

My DreaM Car?? Girl also got dream car? Not only Men interest with the car but nowadays many of ladies or young girl also like the Car. What is my dream car leh?? Hahaha... Actually 3 dream car in my heart and Firstly My dream car is ....

Den Den... This is the car;-) Suzuki Swift and this is racing and sport type wan. Wow.. so Yeng rite?? I' m sure if girl drive it must be very attractive lol haha...;-)

This is Suzuki Swift also but this is normal spec wan but this got additional spoiler and body kit and skirt also lah.. This is marron calour ( dark red ). Nice mou this colour? My parents say this colour very nice and very suitable for girl but in my heart i 'm only like white colour. But now i cant find the white colour swift's picture right now. ( Will post it once i get the pic ) The cost of this car ard RM 70+++ ( can think wor haha )

My second dream car is this car lah haha.. What car is this?? This car call Toyota Caldina Gt 4 ( if not wrong ) Actually i also dunno this car wan and one day when i cross the Toyota shop then i see got one new car park in front of the shop then i see dou very Yeng wor and somemore got turbo wor.. Wow..damn shock lioa haha..So i put this car in my second dream car...

This is Toyota Caldina in white colour wan. I prefer all my dream car in white colour wan because i feel that white colour so attractive and very suitable for girl lol haha . But my parents say white colour so dirty wan lol and not suitable for lazy plp wan such as me because lazy to wash car and lazy to take care of car de. ( Ceh i can take carwash de mah haha ) Maybe my boyfriend's friend ( who will marry soon ) will take this cype of car for 'SEN LEONG CEH' ( dunno called what in english haha sorry ) So jealous leh.... this car very Yeng Leh and if really take this car for bridal sit then must be very Yeng lol haha... The cost of this car ard RM 100++ ( just extimate only )

Lastly... My third dream car is Toyota Celica... Nice mou nice mou?? very yeng also rite?? But this type of car old version lioa and seldom plp will buy this car right now and i think the cost no so expensive geh ....

How about this colour?? I more prefer white colour but i i dun have white colour pic fot this car . Not bad lah this car izzit??

I feel all this 3 car are suitable for ladies to drive lol because very YENG lol haha....

All 3 car are my dream car...I hope i can my own car ( Suzuki Swift ). Then when i marry can use Toyota Caldina and i hope my husband can drive Toyota Celica to fetch me everyday haha... My dreaM CaR....

PaiSeh PaiSeh

Now i wanna talking about yesterday when i went shopping with my Boyfriend at Pyramid then some thing make me so PaiSeh and until now i also feel embarrassed lol...What so PaiSeh wor???

Yesterday not only both of us go shopping and also got invite one pair couple go too ( wai wai and his girlfriend ) Wai Wai and his girlfriend wish to buy puzzle and also buy some PSP game. So we go for Games Shop to download some game into PSP first. During download game, i go to next shop have a look first lol and my bf told me that got one shirt look very nice and ask me to try it. I think lioa 2 - 3 times then only i go for fitting room because i scare too expensive but after 10 % discount the shirt cost Rm 25 ++. So i very FONG SAM to try it. Hahaha....so happy because i wish to buy cloth long long time ago.

Haiz...actually the shirt not bad de and also not expensive but when i wear it look so fat and like 'PAU MANG GA'. In front look ok lah but back side my bf say not nice because my ass too big lioa 'LOONG DEN'. So i have to give up lol because this shirt have no size wan ( all also free size ) Then after changing back my shirt then i quickly go back to Games Shop...because so PAI SEH ar...

After Wai Wai finish download the games then we walk to other shop searching for puzzle shop...Finally we find it at 'LALA KAI'. Then, I'm not so interested with puzzle because too expensive edi then i just walk out and go the next shop have a look and i see the Big Promotion Leh. Buy 2 T-Shirt only Rm 30 and up to choose wan. I see all the shirt's quality also not bad then the cloth look very nice also then i start to choose 2 shirt lol and i really plan to buy wan;-)

Then..i take some shirt and go fitting room and try it lol. Haiz... very disappointed because very GETAT even i take 'M' also very suffer to wear it. Then i so pai seh lioa and fast fast take it out and give back to promoter and she asking can or not then i say not suitable. Then she say '"Ic must be big lioa izzit because u taking M size wor , how about i take S size for u and try again ??" Then i quickly say not because the shirt large but is too small edi then she look like unbelievable and she told me they have larger size means L . I think lioa few second should i try the 'L' size?? ( Why i thinking so much because very malu leh i try L size ) But i really like it so much and also not expensive mah so i make up my mind to try L size..

Oh My GOd...after trying the L size also feel not suitable for me. Of course can wear it without suffering but after wear it still look so fat and got a bit Getat pun. Haiz..i have no choice so i give up and fast fast change my cloth lioa then fast fast give back the t-shirt o promoter then me and my bf fast fast run away hhaha... Why leh?? I'm so fat meh?? Just got Buncit only mah then whatever cloth i also cannot wear..I'm so paiseh leh on that time and i not dare to go in other butik shop lioa...so bad...

PaiSeh PaiSeh....

I WisH....

I wish....I wish....I wish......

So fast today already 14 September 2009, Monday. Today i have one question keep asking myself that is ' When i will get marry & How my wedding party will going on??? Lolx..I'm sure who read my blog must feel that I'm so stupid girl and so fast so 'HEN' marry meh rite:-/ I also say that to myself haha;-p

Why suddenly this question playing in my mind? Actually yesterday me with my boyfriend went to one of our friend's restaurant having our dinner then suddenly my bf's friend ask my bf what is his full name in mandarin. Then, my bf asking his friend why? Then, his friend told us that end of December 2009 he will be marry. Walau a..in my heart thinking "wow so fast marry ?? because he just same age with my bf, 23 years old only wor. Maybe... pregnant edi??" but the answer was not what I'm thinking just now. So paiseh leh;-( Hehe... They get marry so fast because the man's father already old lioa and hope can see his son to get marry fast and also wish to have grandson too.

Wow..so good. Can get marry with lover and also no need to worry about financial problem because his father will 100% support all the expenses including Honeymoon. Hmmm...I'm so jealous lol and some times i think When is my turn leh? How is my wedding party leh? Can i wear my dream gown and also have my wedding dinner in high class restaurant or ball room?? Can i go for Honeymoon with my husband? So many question playing ard my mind lol and i feel a bit scare because i scare when my turn just a very very CINCAI wedding party only and no Honeymoon anymore;-(

Anyway, i should have confident with myself and my bf de. I wish I wish I wish i can get marry before 24 years old and get 2 child one girl one boy before 28 years old. Hehehe.. don't know my wish can become true mou leh?? Hahaha... Let me show some picture.....to dream a while first ahaha...

This wedding gown nice mou?? very simple rite? But i feel that not bad but if i wearing this type of gown should not suitable for me lol because i dun have so slim body lol;x

I wish next time when i marry can take a such a perfect pic as above ;-) My wish......

HaPpY BiRtHdAY YeE LeNg 10 AuGuSt 2009

Wow.. long time didn't update my blog and still got some picture I'm not yet update pun that is last month was my birthday's picture. Ok lah now i upload some picture hehe....
Firstly i will upload my cake first...Tell the truth lah, i didn't expect this year i have cake to celebrate my birthday lol but at the end i get it...yeapy very very happy;-)

Heehehe.. this is my 19 years old punya first cake which is bought by my mother. Every years my mother sure will bought some cake or present to me de wor haha... so happy..... This cake was new taste and the name called caramel gel....( forgot the full name d )

Den Den Den.... this is my 19 years old punya second cake which is bought by my bf lol haha...i also didn't expect he will bought me a cake because before my birthday he already mention that he bought lioa present then no more cake edi but at the end he give me a surprise also ahaha... happy happy happy;-) This cake called black forest haha....

Now starting to put the candle on my first cake haha...19 years old then of course put 19 candle lah ....

My second cake pulak... walau a!!! also put 19 candle wor...hehe.

Wow...2 cake park together and each cake also put 19 candle means 19 + 19 = 38 ??? Oh my god!!! Suddenly old lioa so much sob sob haha... But this is not the first time my birthday have 2 cake hhahaa.... So happy leh that day walaupun don't have go anywhere celebrate but all my family except my father also stay at home eating cake and taking picture haha...

Do u all notice the between of the both cake have a one thing that red colour and something like candle? Hhaha.. i also first time see that tools and that's wan something like candle and the shape as a inmature flower . Blur rite?? Then middle of the inmature flower have a candle so that light up the candle and then that tools were playing out the music ( birthday song ) then after plying song then the flower will become mature ( not real mature means the flower will open lah ) and all the flower will open it. ( sorry I'm not so good to describe this thing because my rojak English very hard to understand rite haha, if not understand then nvm k )

Haha...the time cutting cake is coming hehe...actually i very like plp hold my hand and cut the cake together because the feeling like got someone always stay beside on me;-) Last time no bf then is my mother hold my hand de but now turn my bf to hold my hand haha...

Flash back .....Can u all see the flower candle???

Whose mother?? Of course she is my mother lol haha...similar mah?? so many our relatives and some my mother 's old friend say my face exactly same as my mother haha!! same meh?? give some comment lol hhhohoho.... Next time when i old lioa then will become same as her???OH my God;-(

Haiz...this person!! I ask him to eat cake only but he give me a so suffer response and look very kesian wan...But..

After i scold him then he fast fast change his response lioa. Now look better rite?? but i feel like be forced by me wan haha ;p

Bbbbb.... this is the super x100 naughty baby boy in the world lol. When we busy to put candle on the cake and busy taking picture then this naughty boy boy sure will come here kacau kacau wan. So, all of us MUST take on eyes with him and will not give him to destroy anything haha...



After cutting cake sure will take some cake to eat lah but see the look edi know the black forest more popular compare with caramel gel cake wor but in my heart both cake also very nice. Tell the truth the caramel cake very nice also ;-) I like it so much ...

Finally... my birthday ending with full of happiness because can celebrate with my family & bf and every year's wish also the same. I hope my family and my lover can always be healthy and happy forever. The last, i hope every year can celebrate my birthday with my lover haha....Thank all the friend wisher me on that day lol...;-) Have a nice day to all mmmuack ;-*