Today was a Best Best Best day because of the date 11.11.11. What does mean by this date ? Hidden any special meaning ? Hmmm... maybe people will think that 11.11.11 mean can forever and ever same as last year 10.10.10. Alright, this day sure have some couples went to registration married or celebration or whatever lah but this date definitely nothing special day for me.
This few month happening many happy and unhappy thing and the worst wan i had thought to give up 4 Years relationship but finally because my attitude too soft so that i change my mind, kekekeke perasannya =P I'm really happy that this year i could travel few places that i never went before and also i got very the first cute niece in my life and bla bla bla...
Ish during i sitting at office that doing nothing that time i start to think bukan bukan. I was think when i only can marry leh ? When i only get my first child ? Whose is my future husband ? How is my life in my future ? Full of sadness or happiness ? A lot question and question mark play around in my mind and started to dream.
When i looking the couples ard me starting one by one marry and got their own family that time i really feel they full of happiness and no regretted in their life. Mmmm don't u all know or not actually i hope that i could marry before 22 years old and get my first child before 25 years old. Don't know that my dreams will come true mah ? Ish please don't think me that I'm still childish because just pass 21 Years old then think of marry ? Every people also have different thinking wan and me not necessary need to follow other people life and this is my optional.
Well i think today i talk a bit over jor and also dream too long and is the time to wake up myself.
Wake UP Wake Up Wake Wake Up =)
