BlacK CoLouR In My WorLD

Today when I'm switch on my computer (at office) then quickly go for facebook and on my night club city which is I'm playing nowadays. After upgrade then i go back to "Home" to see the latest post and some video.

Then, what I'm realize is many people are just coming back from travelling and tour trip. Bla Bla Bla... got some go for Pangkor trip, Redang Snorkeling, Penang trip, Langkawi tour and etc, etc.... Ish*** I'm really BETAHAN lioa !!! Why everyone so free go for trip and they look like very senang de !!! No Need Work No Need Study and go here and go there without having financial problem ??? Why ??? How come ???

Okay.. calm down myself first !!! I know now I'm jealous other people that can enjoy so much. I'm know i cannot blame anyone but I'm just wish to have short trip only even at local pun also can de. I'm just realize that I'm living in this world almost 20 years old only had went to Johor, Penang, Melaka and KL & Selangor ONLY.

Mmmm... last time I'm wish go to oversea Hong Kong DisneyLand but i know that is IMPOSSIBLE at the moment. Actually my demand not very high de mah, as long as can go for travel !!! (try to give some hint to somebody) Haiz... ok la... whatever i say,whatever i do, whatever i wish, all also useless wan. Now I'm really feel a bit disappointed and feel that this world full of grey !!! I cant even see the blue sky, sunshine, happiness anymore. What appear in front of me ONLY a grey colour world and slowly become dark and turn to black at the end !!!