MOoDy To BLogGinG

Wow... more than 1 month I'm didn't touch my blog jor !!! Mmm how to say leh ?? Recently I'm really don't have mood to blogging leh , because of lazy ? busy ? moody ? or  lonely ?? I'm also don't know leh, just feel that don't wish to touch blogger at all but how comes today I'm gonna to blogging leh ? Maybe one small part of  problem already solve so that making me got a little bit mood to blogging + now was heavy raining start @ 2.00pm and will rain until ?? (Don't know)

Okay, today my post were be very bored because just post without picture hehehe....
 First, nowadays I'm really feel so high pressure because my dear already move back to  his own house. Actually his house done renovation quite a long period already but he said that wanna accompany me so he continue stay at my house, However start from last week he already move back to his own house and the reason because we start arguing and almost did it EVERYDAY.

 I'm just can put above picture to represent my feeling NOW !!! Mmm don't worry, I'm wont go for suicide myself because of LOVE. Hahaha , I'm know nowadays a lot NEWS saying that  couples go for suicide because of Love but I'm think I'm not the one will going for this because its so painful leh ahahaha....joke joke only leh hehhee. Anyway, our problems consider settle already and we just keep staying separately , maybe this is the best choice for both of us right ?

Next I'm really worried about my studies, I'm already paid for exam fees which is cost Rm 730 and some revision class, ABC class + monthly school fees also. All this fees more than thousand and also payable by myself and I'm really wish that I'm can get a diploma  since I'm put some much of money and effort on it. Mmm... honestly I'm not the one really like to study but because nowadays if u not a diploma holder then u are very hard to get a jobs in this community. However, what I'm worried is Accounting (the most weak subject) and also Business Statistic (cant memorise the formula) and got 70% confident for the Advance Business Calculation (mush easier at the moment). Fuh ~ how ?? Would god bless me ??