Appreciate My Life =D

Have been long time didn't update my blog hahaha.... ~ ~

Less than half month then will Celebrate Chinese New Year and this year I'm really feel so sad. At the first I'm really told myself that I'm want be happy and welcome this Festival and I'm also prepare myself go and buy the new year stuff. But u know what happen ?  Last week me and boyfriend went to shopping and looking for some new cloth but at the end I'm couldn't buy any of cloth. First, my body not allow me to buy a beautiful shirt !! Second, the price really shock me !!!

Why ?? I'm really felt so disappointed !!! Whatever cloth I'm wear also look not nice. I'm feel that myself did had Godzilla Body, Elephant Leg & Messy Hair. I'm always told myself be happy, I'm not a kind of fatty but sometimes I'm was think I'm rather become a Fatty better than now. Not very fat and Not Slim !!! U say lah, what should I'm do now ?

Next... Don't know Why semakin near by Chinese New Year semakin I'm thought back last year how I'm celebrated Chinese New Year. This few day after wake up every morning then very automatically will think back every single minute when I'm was in Johor last year. I'm think back the screen when I'm was in the car seeing out of beautiful sky & mind thinking of dinner, suddenly hearing very loud  BANG and after few second my mind just in black only, again few second i already flew out from car and when open my eyes  already lying on middle of the road, full of scare and worry when i just lying on the road with looking no ones besides me and started crying...... Still a lot a lot screen appear in my mind !!! The time we sending to hospital by those kind people, then the time I'm go for operation, the time in hospital.... the time injection given, then the time I'm vomiting after operation and the time discharge and back to Uncle House.....

Even trough that time I'm in suffering but I'm so clearly know that all my relatives auntie, uncle and cousin did have  came to hospital and visit us. Looking on their face, my tears rounded in my eyes and same to them also and they all cancel a big dinner which is plan b4 and came to hospital looking and given so much a caring and accompany to us until  12pm++.... Really thanks to them especially my uncle , he is the one who take care me so much and give me a lot sokongan to me when doctor told me that My bones might be crash (not confirm yet) and there is a diamond (kaca) in my waist and need to operation to take out. 

Wooits... What happen to me pulak ? Tot to share good thing before Chinese New Year but I'm post some unhappy experience pulak =.= Hahhaa... anyway, I'm told myself I'm have been skip from death one time so that I'm  must more appreciate my life now....=D