Today 22th June 2009, ard 11am... haiz... this morning i went to office edi feel a bit sienz jor but nvm lol i still can online surf net and chat mah but.... I dunno is me too free or other plp too busy jor... I Find my friend chat then they seems very busy de. One of them say very busy and other just answer wat i question her only. This situation then i stop disturb plp lol, maybe them really got thing to do leh rite or not??? But i almost sienx sei me lol....and also feel not happy at all
Actually i also not because of plp dun want chat with me then i angry de. I not Happy because i wan thinking what i have done CORRECT or not... I dunno i choose the correct way or wrong way. Do u all understand wat i talking about??? This year i edi 19 years old. Many plp say I'm still young and can do anything wat i want but in my heart i don't think so because i feel that everything too late edi. Just now when i driving i listen to Radio and the title is do u regret for your choosing choice or way when u 17 years old??? I keep asking myself izzit i regret because i didn't go further study when after form 5???? I cant answer my question, sometimes i didn't feel regret but this few days i feel i really regret.
Why suddenly i will feel that??? Many of my friend who are same school are go further study and some of them edi graduate but some still study la. I very jealous of their life, very free got a lot of friend and then do assignment together.. I also hope i can enjoy this life but i know i wont enjoy this life for forever because i edi start working now. What can i do is try to upgrade myself so i decide go take some course thats is LCCI but i have no time go for full time so i will attend part time which will start the class on august at night. What i have done is correct or wrong??? Who can tell me??? I go to correct way or wrong way??? Hopefully, I can upgrade myself and make my life more wonderful....
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