Today 24 th June 2009, Yesterday i only know one of my primary school friend already went to USA and study there. I know it through facebook because i search my old friend ( primary school) for add them. What's i thinking now is after we all become teenager from child then everything also change already. I'm still remember we are same class since standard 1 until 6 ( if not wrong) and we always study together
and i also have went to her birthday when we are 9 or 10 years old. I remember that we dress beautiful and she also make a ghost house because that time very famous wan mah. I present her some Crystal necklace that i make it myself. Hehe,, don't know she will wear it or not leh haha????
However, now we are edi 19 years old... wanna become adult already. Actually, i always keep asking myself if that time i standard 6 didn't move to subang here then what i will be now??? go college??? become mother edi??? or ???? After i moving to Subang, i don't have my friend and feel lonely but after form 2-5 already felt better but after form 5 that scary feeling come back edi. Yup, i have boyfriend but i don't have friend anymore. I always think if i didn't move to here then now i at KL is a ????? That life more happy or now???
I'm happy with my family because they also very take care of me and my boyfriend also very SAYANG me but still got one feeling i don't know how to describe.
What i know is this few day my heart feel very jealous with other plp. Some of my friend go for college and go oversea. I feel that have a very good future but how about me??? I got it??? Now i started working edi but i don't have education background. Ivery hate myself, why i always want to compare myself with other peolpe leh??? why leh??? But i cant control myself to thinking of this... After thinking and thinking, i tell myself that i can jealous other plp but i cannot be weak. I must be stronger to face it. I will try my best to do everything but i cannot lazy. Thank god for giving me a very strong heart and brain haha..... Hopefully i always be protected by GOD
Yo,no nid jealous.. every1 is diferent..so,diferent life..
ReplyDeletehey? Premonitor is me.. who are u?
ReplyDeleteyou are everywhere now ya...
By the way..
yee leng i still remember evrything between us la... i did wear you present ya..
dont think or regret what tyou doing now..
just be tough.. life for sure will change for you!
remember.. Nothing is Impossible!!!
You have to make the impossible to become possible!
Gambathe.. Miss!
hehe.. thanks ya SaM. I will always remember it and i will try my best oh.... Huhu... Premonitor is me.. Who are u??? i KENAL u mah???
ReplyDeleteehh... no need jealous ppl..
ReplyDeletemayb other ppl oso jealousing u...
everybody is different.. all have the different life...
I know but sometimes when i was alone then i always think bla bla bla.. cannot control wan la but now feel better a bit because now i know most of my friend also still remember me lol hahaha. Thanks Friend. Hopefully BFF K....
ReplyDeleteDen,dun let urself b alone o..B wif us,kip drop comment in cbox,here,blog n more..
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