27 AuGusT 2009, ThuRsDaY

Today 27 August 2009, Thursday. Start from 2 days ago i very hate myself and no mood to do everything;( My heart like broken d and until today my heart still not yet getting normal ( not real heart broken ). What happen to myself? I always tell myself must be stronger and cannot fall down so easily.

Actually what happen to me in this few days? I already 4 month ( included this month ) working in this new company and i understand this company don't have much work for me to do and they also give me a very high salary when i in. Maybe because of this reason so until now also don't have increment for me=( Tell the truth i really understand WHY & BECAUSE. But sometimes our human very hard to control our emotion and feeling because until now i really felt sad and no mood to do my work d. Maybe this is a challenge for me??

I know that's is no miracle will come out anymore =( What i can do is just do my best and best for all the work and hopefully in further future have any changes for me=)

Just now 10 minute ago i received a news that's my company 2 malay factory worker can get increment rm 200 each person but me nothing can get?? I'm really so sad and wanna cry it all that time. Why?? Why?? I keep asking myself Why? AM i did wrong thing or my personality have problem?? I don't know what happen and why they didn't give me a increment ?? i can say i really try my best and best done all the work but finally what i getting is the Zero Increment. So sad~

I don't know who should i telling and i feel very suffer because every times i act nth happen in my bf, family ,friend and also at office. Very suffering to act this at office after i know that Malay worker can get increment and I'm nothing. Who am i?? Should i still stay in this company or find another job? I really don't know how to do =( Now i start study d and if i really want leave this company also need to think about my studies. Now i wishing to go PUTRAJAYA bridge and scream at there loudly .......Who can teach me what should i do now??

I'm SicK

Tuesday 18 August 2009, Today i plan to post some my birthday pic but I'm too lazy and also don't have mood to make it so now i just write something was happen to me since last week until today. Last Thursday i fall in sick already but i really don't know why ?? Thursday morning i still in good & well condition but at the night already felt not feeling well and always sneeze ( someone miss me =p )

At the time i just thought a small mather and think maybe tomorrow wake up already then nothing lioa but the next day, Friday, i already in bad condition because i having fever and serious flu=( Then my bf advice me better don't go for work and stay at home take a rest. So, i also decided to take one day MC...

Until now today Tuesday i not yet 100% SEMBUH=( Now my flu getting more serious especially at night during sleeping time but lucky now don't have fever anymore=) I really don't know why i will always cough at the night?? Now i was thinking should i go for school tonight?? i having a flu and cough then i scare will cause them but at the end i already decided attend the class because i don't want miss my class. If not i scare i cant follow the topic lol hehe=) sorry all my classmate lol =haha.... Ok lah...i stop my blogging until here and i will post the picture as soon as possible lol =P

YeApY

Yeapy today is 10 August 2009!! Why?? What happen?? IS MY BIRTHDAY =) Today i very happy because i thought must not much plp will remember my birthday but now proven to me that all my friend also remember my birthday and their have wishing me also. I'M really happy lol walaupun no present terima but i received many many wish from them lol.. They really got HEART la HaPpy HaPpy~~~Mmmuacksss.Thank you all my Lovely Friend;-)

Not only today my birthday then i feel happy and i received 2 present from my bf lol=p Why got 2 present de?? Still remember last 2 week , 24 July 2009, was our celebrating 2 years Happy Anniversary?? That time i say i wish to go for candle light dinner rite?? At the end we didn't go also but we go back 2 years ago we starting dating that place KTZ ( SS2 eat desert Sai Mai Loh ). Before we went for desert, we already exchange present and something make me surprise is he present me a watch!! I didn't wear watch b4 but suddenly he present me a watch?? Yeapy.. i have my own watch that i wish lioa long time ago and finally i get it from my lover;-)


Happy 2 Years Anniversary's present. My watch CASIO (digital ) Cannot see clearly?


Now can see clearly?? Behind watch and bear bear just a background only =p

LalaLaLa.... Why i so happy again?? I received my birthday present since last saturday lol given by my bf also;-) Why so early give me present?? He say want me happy sin wor wahahaa~I know why maybe on Friday he make me angry lioa so Saturday he fast fast gave me present to PUJUK me lol haha ( i guess )



Den Den Den~~~ This is my birthday present lol!! Let guess what is that?? First i see the recycle bag i thought is a underwear because the brand is RENOMA mah!! But still guess lah because in my heart think TAK AKAN really buy underwear for me gua??

After that i take out the box from bag then i see the box like so thin wan and not seems to put underwear wor and he telling me that is YU MONG SI MET!! In my heart "wat ?? why buy for me this stocking??? why?? "Tell the truth, i really thought is stocking lol and i pun open the box...

Walau a... he lie me again;( Not a stocking but is a Renoma Wallet!! I like it much and that is full leather wan which i wish to have long time ago. Why this year all the present also my wisher?? I really like it so much and
i also felt a bit NG SEI TAT because i know this 2 present add together sure over Rm 300 lol;-) But i really like it much wor haha then i promise him i wont always argue go out shopping in this month lo haha;p

Yeapy... i really happy lol and waiting for tonight see got any present to received mou wahaha =p Wish myself happy birthday 19 years old;-)

WaNna CrY

Today 7 August 2009 and ard 11.55 pm. This is first time i write my blog at night. Now i really feel very fed up and feel wanna to cry. What should i do now?? Why he always treat me like that?? why ?? why??? My brain always think WHY WHY WHY WHY?? Who can answer me??

Sometime i really feel very hard to face with him and my family =( Why?? Today he Fatt Pei Hei with me again and i really feel very San Fu=( What should i do only he happy??? I know what he Fatt Per Hei because of my family! He say tonight just want go out with me only and but at the end also bring my mother and nephew too for dinner. I really not understand why cannot go out with my mother?? I know he just want we 2 only and the problem is tonight is just go for dinner only also cannot bring my mother meh??? My mother also need dinner mah rite?? Because of this he didn't talk to me and show the black face.

I really feel San Fu. What should i do now??? One is my mother and other one is my boyfriend!! This problem already happen almost 1 year but every times i just act don't know only and think how to make he smile and happy. Of course at the end he nothing lioa but i know this problem will always come out de. How to solve this problem?? If my father move back here then my mother will not so sienx lol....

Actually not only this i feel upset. I didn't plan to blogging now but just now happened something that make me so sad and i need to release it. Just now when i prepared to sleep then i tell my bf how about go out YAM CHA and makan angin lol then he show no response to me and didn't CHOI me also. Why he can do like that?? Fine then i call him and he didn't answer me and act sleep already!! WHY WHY WHY WHY???

How come he always like that?? When he happy then play with me but when he not happy then can don't CHOI me. I'm not a cartoon or toys. Plp need me then only find me and no need me then can throw me away?? How come can treat me like that?? I'm not only say my bf and some of my friends also did the something to me. I really sad because my bf, father and friend also did the same thing to me. WHY WHY WHY???

Now i really feel wanna cry it out but i know how i cry also no one will care me because no one will understand me and including my family, bf and friend. =(;(

THE END

SkiN CaR3

Today i have a good mood to blogging because my boss gone already d haha...What i want to write in my blog today??? Suddenly i have idea to write about Skin Care which i just brought one set cost ard RM 600++. Wah!! Rm 600++, very expensive right??? Haha but i can tell u all, I don't think so because this brand are top 5 in de world and it have higher quality + all the product are be tested by scientist. ( Whatever i write about this Skin Care product are truth and give a very good result for me and I'm not try to hard sales this product but just wanna to share some good product to my friend only )

First, i would like to introduce the brand first 'ARTISTRY'.. ARTISTRY is the brand from USA and also a top 5 in de world ( is truth can check at website ) . However, this brand cannot found in wholesale or market in Malaysia ( eg: shopping or beauty saloon ) because this ARTISTRY Brand is the only a direct-sell brand classified in the prestige category & it only can get from Amway only. ( in Malaysia only and other country not sure )

Following are the example photo showing the ARTISTRY product. I will brief it step by step for how to use Skin Care and the effect of the product. ( At here i want to TEGASKAN about this product are suitable for me and I'm not guarantee 100% are suitable to all but i can encourage to try if didn't try before )

Product : Artistry Essentials Balancing Cleanser ( for oily skin )
Step 1 :Every night and morning sure will go brush our teeth before sleep and after wake up right? Then, did
we wash my face? Haha... we need to wash our face before sleep, after work ( or back from outside which have many dust ) and after wake up. So, use suitable cleanser to wash our face and better double cleans because to make our face more clean( especially back from outside )

Product : Artistry Essentials Hydrating Toner. ( for more hydrating and suitable for young or sensitive skin )
Step 2 : After wash our face then need to toner for refreshed and prepares skin for the moisturising benefits of Hydrating Lotion. Put toner to cotton and start swap to face from HA PA ( dunno call wat in english ) follow by forehead, nose then lastly only go for neck. ( remember always swap the cotton up because can make our face more firm )

Product : Artistry Blemish Control Gel
Step 3 : After toner, 'IF' our face got pimples then can try to put this blemish gel. What is blemish gel?? Erm... can called ARM CHONG GO. It help to prevent ance from forming. It also suitable for all skin types and use twice a day ( day and night ) If no pimples then can skip this step . ( just ignore this for those no pimples wan haha =p )


Product : Artistry Time Defiance Vitamin C + Wild Yam Treatment ( extra treatment )
Step 4 : After using Blemish Control Gel then can try to use this product because this contain Vitamin C & Wild Yam to mix together are specially to formulated to help mature, aged or sun-damaged skin appear dramatically younger. After using this then our skin look more younger*. Use twice a day ( day and night ) But this treatment only for 1 month duration after that it cannot be used because this product contain Vitamin C. Vitamin C will destroy if put in long period and under heat place.


Product : Artistry Time Defiance Skin Refinishing Lotion ( extra treatment especially for scar )
Step 5: For those have the old scar or unbalance tone in face then can try to use refinishing lotion because it can helps cell to turnover. It also can see the improvement in skin tone after 12 weeks of use. In just 8 weeks you will see an improvement in texture of over 48%. Use twice a day ( day and night ) Let's try this ya ( i'm trying now =p )hahaProduct : Artistry Essentials Soothing Creme ( Super Hydrating and suitable for all skin especially dry and
sensitive skin )
Step 6 : Sometimes the skin needs an extra treat. The ARTISTRY essentials Soothing Creme is designed to be used daily or occasionally as skin requires, for truly customised skin care. This very good for sensitive skin and for those always under air-coned. Use twice a day ( day and night )

Product : Artistry Essentials Hydrating Lotion SPF 15 + PA +++ ( Sunblock )
Step 7 : This product can called sunblock because contain SPF 15 and it helps shield and defend against UV rays and environmental assaults with a patent-pending complex. Remember this only use in morning or evening before go out from house and night no need to apply it. NIGHT can stop the step by apply soothing creme and if day can stop the step by apply sunblock. ( always remember need to clean the face clearly after using sunblock because sunblock can cause pimples )

Haha.. this are the set product which i using now and now started can see the improvement on my face. Anyway, today i write all this not want to hard sales this product but just wanna to sharing only because i feel this product not expensive + show the result for me. However, for those interested to know more about this ARTISTRY product then please don't know hesitate to contact me by email to leo_elaine010@hotmail.com.
or also can go http://www.artistry.com/ have a look =) Have a nice day mmuacks...

Remember what are most important for Ladies???

We should take a good care our skin and health. Not only face but health also very important. If we have a good health then automatic our skin look soft & young. So not only to choose a good Skin Care product and we also need to have enough vitamin for our body. Thank you =)

Regard,

LeoELaine

SoMe WorD

Hihi... i long time didn't update my blog already lor haha. Actually i have a lot of thing want to write de but sometimes at office really cant concentrate to write lah because scare my boss nampak lah haha... So today i just write something what i thinking now lol.Today 5/8/2009 , Wednesday and whole day was raining day. Today early morning already heavy raining and a cool day for me ( also sleeping day )

Firstly, i want to apologize with my friend because i promise lioa upload some pic from gathering on saturday but until now i cant find the usb cable lah=( nvm lah, later i send it to my bf hp then i use his phone to upload haha but have to wait lah because....

Then, the second news is yesterday i went to register for the admission LCCI part time and the course fees ard RM 490 :( charm this month need to eat wind again ( bankrap oledi ).I'm finally can go for study lioa ( more 1 week ) and i tell myself i must try my best to do well and wont waste my time & money. Hmm.. but still got one thing i very worry that is my boyfriend!! I know my bf was worry and scare me after i studies and sure will know some friend lah, means he scare me gau gau zhen but i can tell him that i wont de!!! I go school is for study not for play or for fun de. My bf is always my bf and me is always is me and i wont change easily de ok??

Erm.. what i want to write again leh?? i also no idea now and i decided to stop my blogging at here lah and maybe continue tomorrow ba haha....