Today 7 August 2009 and ard 11.55 pm. This is first time i write my blog at night. Now i really feel very fed up and feel wanna to cry. What should i do now?? Why he always treat me like that?? why ?? why??? My brain always think WHY WHY WHY WHY?? Who can answer me??
Sometime i really feel very hard to face with him and my family =( Why?? Today he Fatt Pei Hei with me again and i really feel very San Fu=( What should i do only he happy??? I know what he Fatt Per Hei because of my family! He say tonight just want go out with me only and but at the end also bring my mother and nephew too for dinner. I really not understand why cannot go out with my mother?? I know he just want we 2 only and the problem is tonight is just go for dinner only also cannot bring my mother meh??? My mother also need dinner mah rite?? Because of this he didn't talk to me and show the black face.
I really feel San Fu. What should i do now??? One is my mother and other one is my boyfriend!! This problem already happen almost 1 year but every times i just act don't know only and think how to make he smile and happy. Of course at the end he nothing lioa but i know this problem will always come out de. How to solve this problem?? If my father move back here then my mother will not so sienx lol....
Actually not only this i feel upset. I didn't plan to blogging now but just now happened something that make me so sad and i need to release it. Just now when i prepared to sleep then i tell my bf how about go out YAM CHA and makan angin lol then he show no response to me and didn't CHOI me also. Why he can do like that?? Fine then i call him and he didn't answer me and act sleep already!! WHY WHY WHY WHY???
How come he always like that?? When he happy then play with me but when he not happy then can don't CHOI me. I'm not a cartoon or toys. Plp need me then only find me and no need me then can throw me away?? How come can treat me like that?? I'm not only say my bf and some of my friends also did the something to me. I really sad because my bf, father and friend also did the same thing to me. WHY WHY WHY???
Now i really feel wanna cry it out but i know how i cry also no one will care me because no one will understand me and including my family, bf and friend. =(;(
THE END
wah~ can feel when u wrote tis blog u r in fire mood loo..
ReplyDeleteermm.. am i also the one who treat u like tat too ?? but in my mind i didnt treat u like tat loo , but dun noe how u think la.. hehe...
some advise for u , u and ur bf problem should solve it as well as soon, dun keep on doin the same problem , mayb u can try to communicate with him.. ^^
everything also got the positive & negative side de , jx depend on how u think bout..
No dear=) u are always my best JIe Mui lol event our spoken language different but i treat u and fee vien are my best best friend lol. I say that FRIEND treat me like that not u is other plp lah. Dun worry k;) About me and my bf leh, suddenlyi really feel very angry de but tell the truth lah he very sayang me de;) Maybe that day i angry he dun want CHOI me then only write all this stuff but now we nothing lioa lu haha;p
ReplyDeletehaha.. did u still rmb we spoke different language and still can communicate well...
ReplyDeletecommunicate with diff language got 2 to 3 years i think , haha....
anyway.. hope u always b sayang by ^^
ya..of course i remember lah=) then many teacher say we are so funny and ask us why we like that also can communicate??haha.. now think back so funny lah ahaha=p Anyway Thanks you for your wish lol;) Take care ya;)
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