TireD

This few days i felt very tired and i don't have energy to do everything even sitting also cannot sit properly and always will lay down on table. How come I'm so tired leh? Last weekend i didn't rest at all ( which is my holiday ) because i need to go out my brother's hardware shop. Why?? Because he together with his wife went back to kampung which is at kedah ( very far from here and need 7-8 hour to reach there )

So i terpaksa cancel all my plan/activity included facial, bbq with my bf's friend and also dating . No dating time for last weekend and just stay at shop from 8am until 7.30pm for 3 days which is Saturday , Sunday and also Monday. My brother will come back on Monday which is yesterday night so i have to take one day leave on Monday then go out open shop and helping my mother lol.

I really don't know why last time when weekend i stay at shop then i have one feeling in my heart that is i hate come to shop and felt when i at shop then the time going so slow but now all the this feeling not in my heart anymore. This 3 days i just feel want get more business and i want do the best for everything. Then automatically the time going so fast de wor.. ( i also don't know why maybe now i become more mature already?? )

This few day cannot go out shopping, dinner with my bf and no other activity but i also feel happy too because i helping my mother and just both of us only then we gossip so many thing haha... I'm happy last 3 days but also very tired because need to wake up early then sleep late at the night. So today i come back to office and i feel very tired and sleepy + later after work i need go for class some more. I'M VERY TIRED AND WHO CAN TEACH ME HOW TO AVOID SLEEPY LEH?? Now my eyes always will automatically close it and i got a bit scare later when i drive to college leh;(

Haiz... i think i will tired until next week only can be rest because this weekend i will go to Muar and Johor with my parents because my first brother will register with his gf in this weekend which is 11/10/2009. They will getting marry soon and now will register first. After the registration then we will go to Johor visit my uncle and after that will come back to KL on monday. ( the next day )

The conclusion is Monday i need to take one more day leave and this weekend i also cannot be rest and also no dating with my bf for 2 weeks lioa. If now he invite me out i also no energy go lol.. Nvm.. let me have a rest by going to facial haha... this Friday i will go for facial with my friends which is only RM 28 only with full sets facial + got foot fish spa dem haha... But now already tired until want faint jor.... Sayurnana~Bee Biang ( fall down to floor already )